ayuu

2009-09-04T08:17:00.002+08:00

hey im back tuuh blogging .!!!

well since my brfday ,, ive been very busy lately .

well ,, something new about me .
i just rebond my hair .
tuuh me i look extreme weirdo .

but my classmates says i look ok .
paisey lurh ..

its khalia's brfday today...
happy 18th brfday dear ..!!!

haha ...
another two more days its me nnd boyfriend's 6 monthsary .
yeah ...!!!!

haha ...
hope we last long ...
sorry about yesterday cant go out fr dinner my dear .hmm

tomorrow we go out fr dinner ok ....
love ya always ...

2009-09-02T13:12:00.001+08:00

latest photo ops .

sorry fr not updating .

been very busy

2009-08-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

well, brfdae coming .

nnd am ii suppose tuuh b in my brfdae mood .???

2009-08-04T15:17:00.003+08:00

blogging again .

rite nw is 3.20pm n im in class .
while dhe teacher were talking, im blogging .
i was reading my mail n i decided tuuh delete my very old mails .
it was like YEARS ago .

n yooh noe wat .?!
i saw my ex mails .
yap2 dhats dayat .

suddenly i remembered dhe time dhat we were together .
we laugh together, cry together, STRESS together .
but all dhat were gone .

im really upset :(

i jus cant forget dhe time we were together .
i love him so much but behind me, he flirt with others GIRLS .
i thought he really TRUELY love me .but instead .
haix .

nw he's trying tuuh get me bck .
but THANK GOODNESS boyfriend is there for me .
so far boyfriend is always rite beside me whenever i need him .
hopefully he will continue be dhat way .

haix . dhats life .

"dayat,
ape jad pade janji2 dulu .
dayat ckp yg ayuu srg je ade dlm hati dayat .
tap blakang ayuu dayat gatal ngn pompuan laen .
dayat janji nk jage ayuu ngn btol .
tap bile ayuu perlukan dayat, mane dayat menghilang .?!!

ayuu tak sangke dayat jad mcm nii .
dayat tk pernah tau ayuu ade masalah .
dayat tngk ayuu happy je .
ayuu sanggop jumpe dayat kt bwh blok dayat semate2 ayuu rindukn dayat .
ade tk dayat pernah terpkr tuuh sume ?

skrg, bile ayuu dha ade mataer baru .
dayat saket hati .
dayat mrh .
dayat sedih .
ape tuuh sume .???
ayuu nii anak patong yg ade perasaan tau .
skrg baru dayat kelam kabot nak ayuu alek pade dayat .

ayuu minta maaf .
ayuu terpakse tinggalkn dayat .
ayuu skrg ceria ngn ramdhan .
bkn ayuu nk ckp sombong tap its dhe fact .

ayuu hrp dayat dpt jumpe seorg gadis yg lebih SEMPURNE dari ayuu ."

2009-08-03T10:27:00.005+08:00

2009-07-30T13:43:00.003+08:00

. when boredom strucks .
have to do project .

stress tau .

rite nw im studying how to do hot bombshell look .

this is what i meant .

well, i noe how tooh put on make up btt i need to noe more .

i love make up though .

nnyways, 6 more days tuuh my 5th monthsary .

me n boyfriend of course .

Bon appetite .!!

2009-07-29T13:28:00.002+08:00

i want tuuh doo scene hair PLEASE ...!!!!!!!!!!
argh ...!!!

bile nk reborn rambot niii ....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-29T13:02:00.004+08:00

today, i feel so colourful..

but my boyfriend is NOT .

bcos he's not feeling well .

dhun worry boy, im here fer yooh dear .

well, im in class rite nw

nnd we wer suppose tuuh doo our project .

btt we 're surfin' dhe net .

ahahahakx .!!

nnd here it goes AGAIN ..!!

hayley williams ..!!!

i admire hrr attitude so much .!!!

she rocks my panties ..!!!

im bored so i talk nonsense .

2009-07-28T11:02:00.002+08:00

. when boredom strucks .

2009-07-27T11:23:00.002+08:00

. random stuff i did .

dhis was wat we do in class .hehe .like zaman secondary sch sak .haha

jus woke up from bed n PHOTO OP .!!!

2009-07-27T10:56:00.005+08:00

kara-kara OKEYH .!!

thnx urh elna eihk for dhe SOTONG cupcake .!haha

kurang asam nyer bdk .

last friday we went karaoke .we celebrate sarah's bdae tooh .

well, we enjoyed ourselves .

we were dancing, jumping and duh singing aloud .

haha .

i actually i cant get it .

we were singing or shouting ??

well, dhats us .

each of us got a cake .

sarah got a bee cupcake, elna got a turtle, asyura got a fish n me obviously SOTONG .

THNX ELNA EIHK .haha

and yooh noe wat .?

while we were singing and dancing, dheres a group of guys purposely walking pass our room and looking at us .

we were shouting 'ARGH' !!me n asyura we running all over dhe room .

kepo bunch of guys .hpmh .!

. accidentally in LOVE .

2009-07-23T13:34:00.001+08:00

2009-07-23T13:27:00.004+08:00

2009-07-22T15:03:00.003+08:00

i donnoe why i suddenly i feel like changing my concept tuuh indie .

wierd rite .

i dunnoe wats happening tuuh me .!!

ARGH .!!!

dulu aku tk suke shopping .

skrg, aku suke shopping .

nk tuuh nk nii .

haix .

ayuu, control yooh 'reself lurh .!!!
lps nii ape pulak concept .?

ARGH .!!!!!!!!

ape nii ayuu .!!

2009-07-22T10:46:00.003+08:00

usah lepaskn
genggaman tanganku
. SAYANG .

its 10:48am and im at school library rite nw updating my blog .
dhe lesson was suppose to start at 9am today .
bt it seems like its a 'last-minute' cancel .
klau dha tau nk cancel class pn atleast mxg lurh .
nii tkder, org dha smpai school aru nk blg .
ape nyer lecturer .
haix .

aniwae, lesson will start at 11pm i guess .
so, we 'll jus b sitting in school doing nuisance .
haha .

well, today is Sarah's 17th birthday .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRRL .!!!
lurve yooh loads lurh seiih .
haha .

gtg oredy .
tunggu mataer aku tk online dier nii .
terpakse lurh pergi .

SORRY DEAR .
jus mxg okeyh .

LURVE YOOH LOADS LURH SYG .!!!*winks

he jus mxg me .
jus forget it his lecturer pn suro shut down comp .
haha .

Bon Appetite .!

2009-07-21T15:47:00.001+08:00

Let's play, "Does your name fits you?"

•N: loves to laugh and smile
•U: is loved by everyone
•R: funny
•H: stick to one
•I: is really sweet
•D: can kick ur butt
•H: stick to one
•A: hot
•Y: is loved by everyone
•U: is loved by everyone

•R: funny
•A: hot
•M: Makes dating fun
•D: can kick ur butt
•H: stick to one
•A: hot
•N: loves to laugh and smile

**************************************

•A: hot
•B: loves people and sex
•C: good kisser
•D: can kick ur butt
•E: has gorgeous eyes
•F: loves people wild and crazy adore you
•G: very outgoing
•H: stick to one
•I: is really sweet
•J: is very sexual
•K: crazy
•L: is a very good kisser
•M: Makes dating fun
•N: loves to laugh and smile
•O: has one of the best personalities ever
•P: popular with all types of people
•Q: a hypocrite
•R: funny
•S: makes people laugh
•T: smile to die for
•U: is loved by everyone
•V: not judgmental
•W: very broad minded
•X: never let people tell you what to do
•Y: is loved by everyone
•Z: can be funny and dumb at times

2009-07-21T14:37:00.001+08:00

IM FREAKING BORED .!!!!!

JUS FEEL LIKE SCREAMING .!!!

2009-07-21T11:40:00.002+08:00

lesson was so BORING today .haiz .

really makes me wanna sleep .

BORING .!

anyway, i fell asleep though .haha

dheres DINOSAUR in my TUMMY .

like elna taught me .hahaha

dheres reo exam TODAY .!!

wish me luck guys .

and GOOD LUCK IR3 .!!

may all of us PASS wif FLYING COLOURS .!*winks

and yesterday went hougang .

as per normal after school klau tk keje g merayap .

haha..

last sat, i went out wif boyfriend watch harry potter at ang mo kio .

dier pkai smart, aku cair .hahaha

thought of going marina tngk bunge api bt tk jad .

dhe movie end late sei .sobsx2

till here lurh, got project to do .

im in sch btw .hahaha.

. SO RAMDOM .

2009-07-20T11:22:00.001+08:00

[1st Verse]Where Did You Come From LadyAnd Ooh Won't You Take Me ThereRight Away Won't You BabyTendoroni You've Got To BeSpark My NatureSugar Fly With MeDon't You Know NowIs The Perfect TimeWe Can Make It RightHit The City LightsThen Tonight Ease The Lovin' PainLet Me Take You To The Max[Chorus]I Want To Love You (P.Y.T.)Pretty Young ThingYou Need Some Lovin' (T.L.C.)Tender Lovin' CareAnd I'll Take You ThereI Want To Love You (P.Y.T.)Pretty Young ThingYou Need Some Lovin' (T.L.C.)Tender Lovin' CareI'll Shake You There[Background]Anywhere You Wanna Go[2nd Verse]Nothin' Can Stop This Burnin'Desire To Be With YouGotta Get To You BabyWon't You Come, It's EmergencyCool My Fire Yearnin'Honey, Come Set Me FreeDon't You Know Now Is The Perfect TimeWe Can Dim The LightsJust To Make It RightIn The NightHit The Lovin' SpotI'll Give You All That I've Got[Chorus]I Want To Love You (P.Y.T.)Pretty Young ThingYou Need Some Lovin' (T.L.C.)Tender Lovin' CareAnd I'll Take You ThereI Want To Love You (P.Y.T.)Pretty Young ThingYou Need Some Lovin' (T.L.C.)Tender Lovin' CareI'll Take You ThereBreakdownPretty Young Things, Repeat After Me[Michael] I Said Na Na Na[P.Y.T.'S] Na Na Na[Michael] Na Na Na Na[P.Y.T.'S] Na Na Na Na[Michael] Na Na Na[P.Y.T.'S] Na Na Na[Michael] I Said Na Na Na Na Na[P.Y.T.'S] Na Na Na Na Na[Michael] I'll Take You There[Chorus]I Want To Love You (P.Y.T.)Pretty Young ThingYou Need Some Lovin' (T.L.C.)Tender Lovin' CareAnd I'll Take You ThereI Want To Love You (P.Y.T.)Pretty Young ThingYou Need Some Lovin' (T.L.C.)Tender Lovin' CareI'll Take You There[Repeat Chorus - Ad-Lib/Fade-Out]

2009-07-16T12:35:00.001+08:00

Another day has gone I'm still all alone How could this be? You're not here with me You never said goodbye Someone tell me why Did you have to go And leave my world so cold? Everyday I sit and ask myself:How did love slip away? Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay You are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart You are not alone All alone Why? Oh... Just the other night I thought I heard you cry Asking me to come And hold you in my arms I can hear your prayers Your burdens I will bear But first I need your hand Then forever can begin Everyday I sit and ask myself:How did love slip away?Then something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay For you are not alone I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart And you are not alone Oh, whisper three words and I'll come runnin'Fly...And girl you know that I'll be there I'll be there!You are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay You are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart You are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay You are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heartYou are not aloneYou just reach out for me, girlIn the morning, in the eveningNot alone, not aloneYou and me, not alone, oh, together, together...

2009-07-15T15:12:00.004+08:00

kau yang ku sayangi .

dhis is wat we do when we are bored .
well dhis is during our break .

its jus me and my crazy life .

i 'll update mre soon .

very soon .

Bon appetite .!

2009-07-15T12:58:00.007+08:00

Latest photo ops .!

dhe first few photos were me n my ite grrlfrens .

sarah, me n asyura went to hougang .

n dhe photos me n asyura were in tshirt, we were having swx .

we were so bored we took pics .

and dhen some of us jus play netball for fun .hahaha .

Bon appetite .!

2009-07-14T10:23:00.003+08:00

dhis are dhe pics at my aunt's wedding .

2009-07-07T15:17:00.003+08:00

dhis are some pics dhat i have in my cellphone .well, its jus full of craps .haha

btw, yesterday went to watch movie w boyfren n abg mat .

we watched transformers .

i loike it .

haha .

n yesterday's our 4 mths anniversary .!!

aww ..pejam celik pejam celik dha 4 bulan .

tagg me outz yeah .!

Bon appetite .!

2009-07-06T10:27:00.003+08:00

well dhis is jus some recent photo ops i have in my cellphone .

i noe im HOT .

HAHAHAHA . .jus jokin' aites .

2009-06-22T18:33:00.005+08:00

well i just get to update my blog .
sorry i didnt update, just busy with stuff .
well these are just of the latest photo ops i had in my phone .

just so busy with werk .
cnt talk much actually .

but i promise yooh that there will be dhis one fine day i'll update everything .

Bon appetite .!

2009-06-10T19:27:00.003+08:00

dhis are jus dhe random photo ops dhat i found in my phone .

tomorrow our lesson starts at 12pm at orchard .

i dhunnoe wat to where .

ARGH!!!

anyway, i got an offer to be a model .

bt i dhunnoe whether to accept it or nt .

n yesterday at wrk, dheres dhis guy keep staring at me .

i realised dhat bt i jus ignore it .

bt when my guy realise dhat dhat guy keep staring at me, my guy gets angry n stared him back .

haix .

n jus nw at ang mo kio mrt station, when dhe train arrived - dhere's dhis group of mat salleh keep looking at me n dhey were smilling 'evil-ly' .

straight away my guy pulled me to dhe other cabin .

haha .i dhunnoe why bt i felt loike laughing bt it didnt seems rite .

Bon appetite .!

2009-06-09T10:45:00.000+08:00

im PANIC .!
!
im STRESS .!
!

w school projects n 1 MORE PROJECT IS COMING UP .!
!

ARGH.!!

2009-06-08T11:14:00.001+08:00

hey people .

i will be updating my blog every wed as dhats dhe only day im free .

so jus be patient for dhe 'hot' news otay .

Bonjour .!
!

2009-06-05T18:37:00.002+08:00

Memories

2009-06-05T17:36:00.003+08:00

Well, dhis is me .taking photo every single day .some of dhe pictures i post today are actually yesterday's pictures .today we had REO test unit 9 .ARGH !! so stress .! URGH! LPDX lesson, we watched I am Sam .quite a sad story .i almost cry .

we ended school at 11.30pm today .planned to watch movie at ang mo kio .so, me, asyura n elna went to ang mokio hub to watch Hannah Motanna Dhe Movie .really love dhat movie .really touched me .i want to buy dhe cd .i want i want !!!!!!!haha .

Let's do dhe Hoedown .i like dhe dance steps .it's cool .i actually try it out myself .crazy aites .ahaiks .!!

2009-06-03T15:40:00.004+08:00

Today we camwhored in school AGAIN!!
ahaiks, i loike !
nw its 3.45pm n im in dhe classroom blogging...
im so going home early today to watch hsm1 n hsm3 .YEAH!!
i noe its lame bt i jus wanna make myself smile .

UPDATED!!
Im w my guy nw in dhe lib doing our own business .
he's registering for ns n im here blogging .

UWEK!! bad news .
my guy is going for ns .
sobsx2 .
when he told me yesterday dhat he hv to register for ns, i felt sad..haha
i noe i noe he hv to go for ns .
bt i cnt imagine we are going to b separated for few weeks or even mths .
im going to be alone .
uweks!!! nvm, i gt kak syira to talk to .
hee .i cn go shopping w hrr .

Bon appetite .!

i've bought dhe guess wallet dhat i want YEAH!!

2009-06-02T17:39:00.005+08:00

hmm, finally today is my ' normal day' .
as eu cn see i've been busy regarding school n work n also family problem .
bt today im so going home early .

we end school at 2pm today bcors one of our lesson hv been cancelled n dhat is ses .
haix, i tink Mr Yeo had my virus .ahaiks .
for last few weeks i've not been coming to school .
for abt 2 weeks .
due to very high fever .
i felt like my head's gonna CRUSH soon .
i was so week. urgh, dhun wanna talk abt it .

bck at school, during break as per normal dhe four of us took pics .
we were eating in class .
i ate carrot cake n nugget .
dhere must always be nugget in my meal .
IT'S A MUST OTAY.. ahaiks .!
!

it's been a very long time i've nt eaten carrot cake .
i was like in heaven when i ate it .(i got no idea at all )

[dhis is my meal - yum yum]

[sarah n elna]

[Asyura]

[me n elna eating NUGGET]

If eu're wondering what's dhe last pic, me, sharul n kak syira went to play arcade .

Sharul wanted to .

so we played dhe mario racing thingy .

n i got 4th!! argh!! nt fair, kak syira bang onto me .

till here dhen.. wanna continue doing school project ..

Bonjour.!!

2009-06-01T19:13:00.002+08:00

today hmm .

quite bored bt stress day.
REO, had test on unit 7 n 8 .
well, we had a talk at room B2-07 on stress management.
we were suppose to have our lecture at auditorium.
argh!! i was SOO FREAKING hungry n sleepy as per normal.

let's fast forward.
nw im at my godmother's house finishing my school work.
FINALLY IT'S DONE!!! yeah!!!

it's time for me to do my job. downloading songs.
haha, i jus like doing dhat .
IT JUS MAKES ME SMILE..
AHAIKS!!!

n btw dj, im sotong nt nugget!!ARGH!! haha...
as for my brother jonathan, relax urh. chill boy otay .
i dhun like ppl to get angry.

and as for my dear ASYURA, dhun be sad.
im always by eur side grrl!!
cheer up!! i dhun wan to see all my frens to b sad.

i wan everyone arnd me to b happy n cheerful loike me everyday !!ahaiks...
i noe lurh sometimes i crazy bt dhats dhe way i release my stress .
dhe another way i release my stress is by eating CHOCOLATE!!!
especially cadbury macadamia!! eu buy me dhat, i will be FREAKING HAPPY!!

Bonjour !!
!

2009-05-29T16:23:00.002+08:00

about today .hmm .
ARGH !! i'm stress actually .
with all these school works . thank God im not working today .phew!
nt working today . i requested not to work for two weeks .
helo people exam for april intake is coming!!

i want to have dhe time to study .
very stressful week for me .
ARGH!!!

2009-05-28T20:31:00.007+08:00

hey people!! let's say 'hooray' to me as im back to blogging !haha .
basically if im free dhen i'll update . n btw dhis r dhe photos dhat were taken on dhe day we had class bonding . very memorable day . really! bon appetite !!

iR3 ROCK MY SOCKS!!!

2008-10-17T14:50:00.001+08:00

yeah!!! i'd graduated!!!!!!!ok, i noe its been a very long time i didnt update my blog...
its bcoz i dun have tt much time to update...

2008-09-24T15:18:00.001+08:00

hey wonderful ppl...haha
ok2...lame for sure...
just wanna update you guys that i'm graduating on 17 oct 2008!!!!!!!!!yeah!!!
and then im free from hell!!!haha

but there's prom night on november...
i've forgotten the date...when was it again nursha??!!!hehe...

2008-09-24T10:16:00.001+08:00

helo peeps...
its been a very very long time i didnt update...
sorry...!!!
just wanna update u guys...
me n dayat had been doing well, if u're asking...
i'll update again if i get to use comp ok...

sorry....n dont foget to tag me...

Watched Wall-E with abg angkat

2008-08-30T19:21:00.003+08:00

Watched Wall-E with abg elfy(my dearest abg angkat)

Yesterday went causeway point at 5+, planned to watch a movie(wall-E)....
Abg elfy treated me...Its a very cute movie though... and i meant VERY2 cute movie...
Wall-E n eve are very sweet n romantic and also funny...

2008-08-27T10:04:00.002+08:00

heypeople,imverybusythisweeksoidonthavetotimeupdatemyblog...
niponsenyap2masokinternet...imhavingCPAlessonritenow...

niwaes, i got 41/50 for my cpa paper...yeah!!!bt need to work harder....

toodles*

Sori for not updating

2008-08-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

Hey people, im sorry for nt updating my blog...
i will be updating by next week promise...

My sweet sixteen birthday

2008-08-18T21:07:00.005+08:00

Sori i didn't get to update about what happened on my bdae...

well this is what happened..Once a upon a time, in a fairytale land...hahaha

15 August 2008 was the first time I celebrated my birthday. In the morning, went to school as per normal. Sitting for Cpa paper. Phase 1 had finished. yeah!! Lots of people wishes me happy sweet sixteen birhtday. About 1.30pm went to kak ain's house to finish up doing origami for donation thingy. About 5++ me and my mom went back home. Clean my superduperenormously messy room. Hahaa...

I've been so enormously lazy this week. I've been hacking care about my messy room. After cleaning, went on to search for my silat uniform. Getting ready and went off. When i reached at my silat place, everyone were as per normal. FullstopconfermPLUSchop. During training, me and my silat instructor had a little conflict. Tinie winie one. About kesenian. I really wanted to join because i love seni so much especially keris. But due to my major family problem, I didn't get to participate. I actually forced myself to say 'I don't want to participate'. I'm actually disappointed but I have no choice.

Then my silat intructor keep saying that he will fill up the form with my details. Everytime he says that, I felt serba salah and I cry. But there were no other decision. I also need to think about my dad. What if he finds out. I'm going to be totally 100% dead. Training almost ended. i thought that it was going to be the worst birthday ever. But my thought was 100% wrong. After tutop gelanggang, they surprised me. They sang me a birthday song while kak fiiez come towards me with the cake. I was shocked and cried.

I can't believed my eyes that there's a birthday cake in front of me. i blew the candle(FOR DA FIRST TIME EVER). But of coz i made a wish first. And then kak ain passed me a jam knife. I was like 'huh'? everyone laughed. So i cut the cake. Then they all started sabo-ing me. My face was full of cream like as if I'm wearing facial mask. hahaa...

But someone came and made me even more happy. Abg Afiq!!! it's been a very long time I didn't get to see him. I miss him so much. After been sabo, some of them gave me presents. i just got to know that the cake was from swensen. Strawberry ice-cream cake somemore. i was really surprised. And some of them shared money just wanna buy me a heartshape necklace with my name and birthday engraved from the shop bits and pieces.

It was really expensive. Thanks guys. I really love all the presents you guys had given me. But what I appreciates more is the love and care all of you had given me. Niwaes, I love heartshape.hahaa...jackpot huh.. because, it has a unique shape and it has a very big meaning - and that is L.O.V.E. And one more thing, I love soft toys that are huggable. Because I love to hug my soft toys. Even during I'm studying at home, I hug my soft toy. I always hug my winnie the pooh soft toy that were given by my adek2 angkats. It's so cute!!! Thanks guys, it's a memorable birthday celebration!!!MUACKSS...!!

2008-08-18T10:42:00.000+08:00

im updating my blog soon..

2008-08-15T14:57:00.001+08:00

Chapter 16 - All grown up(I'm gonna spread my wings and fly)

I have 2 good news n 2 bad news...

Let's start with the bad news first...
hmm...I haven't recover from running nose...AIYO!!!
I HATE RUNNING NOSE N SORE THROAT LUH!!!

And the second piece of bad news is...
tonight will be the last time for me to go silat...
After that, i need to settle all my problems bit by bit...
I'M GOING TO MISS ALL C.S.W PEEPS!!!sobsx1000000000000000
But that doesn't mean i'm quiting for the rest of my life...
After i had settle all my problems, i coming back to silat...
I'll update everything about me so you guys(csw) not need to worry about me n my mom...
i just want you guys to doakn bnyk2 that masalah ni cepat diselesaikn...amin...

And the two piece of good news is....
TODAY IS MY 16th BIRTHDAY!!!yeah...
I'm all grown up...
It's time for me to spread my wings to independent...
Bigger challenges are coming...bt i hope i can make it through...

And the another piece of good news is...
My prelim phase 1 is DONE!!!yeah...

Now, i have to face the 'N' lvl...kwang3...
If you guys(csw) wanna do a study group, do let me know...

To C.S.W,
I know that this year there's more obsticles we had to go through separately...
But we will be together again after we had finish all that obsticles...
No matter what happen, we will never be separated...
For now, concentrate on what's more important...
For now, i have to forget about silat just for the sake of my family problem...
But that doesn't mean i'm going to forget about you guys...
I had placed you guys at the very bottom of my heart...

You guys do also update me about what's going on and ok...

2:51pm

I'm healthy again

2008-08-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

My fever had 'runaway from me' today...Yeah!!!
Bt i still got running nose...haiz
Niwaes...yesterday after i went to the clinic, i went to my silat place @ woodlands rc
for awhile...
i was thinking of training bt i'm nt feeling well...
so, i just watched them training...

After a few minutes, me n my mom wanted to go home...
And suddenly anuur ran after me and gave me a bdae present...
i was shocked...i didnt expected anything from them...
Then csw sang happy bdae to me...i felt SO touched...aww...
thnx csw...!!!

I didn't open the present...
let it be in the wrapper till tomorrow...hehe
It's a cute winnie the pooh...
Tapi kn, dlm bnyk2 costume pooh pkai - asl adek anuur n adek hyra pilih costume babi ehk??
hmm...haha...
bt still the pooh is SO CUTE!!!
I LOVE CUTE SOFT TOYS!!!hahaha
here's the picture of it with my rubik's cube...

Cute isn't it!! Thnx adeks2 kusyg!!!

1:45pm

Does your name fit u??

2008-08-13T14:29:00.000+08:00

Let's play, "Does your name fits you?"

•N: loves to laugh and smile
•U: is loved by everyone
•R: funny
•H: stick to one
•I: is really sweet
•D: can kick ur butt
•H: stick to one
•A: hot
•Y: is loved by everyone
•U: is loved by everyone

**************************************
•A: hot
•B: loves people and sex
•c: good kisser
•D: can kick ur butt
•E: has gorgeous eyes
•F: loves people wild and crazy adore you
•G: very outgoing
•H: stick to one
•I: is really sweet
•J: is very sexual
•K: crazy
•L: is a very good kisser
•M: Makes dating fun
•N: loves to laugh and smile
•O: has one of the best personalities ever
•P: popular with all types of people
•Q: a hypocrite
•R: funny
•S: makes people laugh
•T: smile to die for
•U: is loved by everyone
•V: not judgmental
•W: very broad minded
•X: never let people tell you what to do
•Y: is loved by everyone
•Z: can be funny and dumb at times

ndp 9 aug 2008

2008-08-12T16:21:00.000+08:00

The actual day...9 Aug 2008

As pernormal, went to persisi...gather den we went marina bay together...
i was so excited...bt THE most boring thing was, we have to go through a check like at custom like dat sia...haiz...

Let's fast forward...me, kak fiiez, kak aiin n ibu went to change our costume...
By the we reached at the carpark, everyone got changed up...
i was so hungry...so i went to take da food with adek ayu...
I sitted opposite izzul as thats the only comfortable place to sit...
We chit chat, laughed n eat...

den we do final touches...before going to the platform...
K, im lazy to type alot....i took lots of pics....
just view my friendster...
n one last thing, u noe wat...
During Our turn to perform, COASTER AKU TERBUKAK!!!
Paisey luh seii!!!AIYO...

Aerosmith - I don't wanna miss a thing

2008-08-12T14:20:00.000+08:00

Still having fever today....Aiyo...
Miss two paper liao...!!!haiz!!!!!!
Yesterday night i can't get up from bed...
Too weak...
My mom brought me two panadol n mineral water...
So, i forced myself to sit n take the medicine...
Suddenly i felt giddy...
But thank God that my mom helped me...Thnx mom...!!

After taking medicine, my mom put wet towel on my forehead...
She dipped the towel into a cold water...
Thnx again mom...I appreciate it alot...
I felt like crying when she put the towel on my forehead...
Niwaes, i just heard this song @ radio...987fm...

It's been a long time i didn't listen to this song...
It's titled - I don't wanna miss a thing from Aerosmith....enjoy...

2:14pm

had fever

2008-08-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

having fever...OH SHIT!!!!!!!
after i recover den i will update my blog about 9 aug...

Happy 20th birthday Kak syira!!!

2008-08-04T20:08:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th birthday Kak Syira!!!

Today's kak syira's 20th birthday luh seii...

But sad i didn't get her any present...

I GOT NO MONEY LUH SEII!!

Aiyo...But i got something 'special' for her....hehehe...

PRANK TIME!!!!!!!!Akak, look at this pic carefully and do a flashback when were the pic was taken...hehehe

Akak ingat bilakah gmbar ni diambil??hahhaa...ayuu senyap2 amek gmbr akak nga potong daun pandan tu TERKIAL2...hahahha....abg lan n abg dan noe about it...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Akak, you're a sister that i appreciate alot...i love you many2...u r like my real sister...nowadays, with you and my two other sisters(kak fiiez n kak ain) around me - i felt so happy...Thnx for all your help, love, care n concern....!!! i appreciate it lots!!!!! LOVE YOU AKAK!!!!!!!!

8.22pm

To:CSW

2008-08-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

To: CSW

Like i had promised csw, i will tell you the reason why i cried last friday during silat.
For all this while, I'm over-stressed about my problems. I'm having a BIG family problem.
I'm so stressed out that i cried non-stop. Even at school, i don't really talk much and all.
I even can't concentrate on my studies. Although i've tried SO hard. My parents have been quarelling and quarelling. My dad always create problems. I can't stand it anymore.
I have to admit that i've changed. It's not that i purposely change. I changed because of my dad...haiz...

Actually, i don't dare to talk back, fight back what my dad said. But now, i've become more rebel.
Please guys, try your very best to stop me being that. I don't want to change and become a rebel girl. Iwant to change to a better person. I got one thing to tell you guys, i don't respect my dad anymore. Again i tell you, i didn't purposely do it ok...

I know that people always says that whatever it is, he is still my dad. But try to put yourself in my shoes. I'm sure you will be the same. He is not the 'dad' i know. He is not like this before....

Macam mane dier uat ibu nangis dan kecewa, ayuu dpt rase. Ayuu dpt rase betape saketnye hati...

And people, i'm very very sorry if you have problems or favour, sometimes i can't help. I got my own major problem to solve. I always remember, setiap masalah ada hikmah disebaliknya.
I never forget that. And one more thing, to adek ayu wadira - akak minta maaf bnyk2...Akak rase serba salah sebab tak dapat maen pisau ngan adek. Mungkin akak kene berhenti silat for the time being:(. Because of my dad...haiz...hope you really understand my situation... Too much problems to settle... I just want you guys to doakn agar ibu sehat selalu... Insya-Allah lepas da selesai masalah ni - me, ibu and my siblings will join you guys again.

PROMISE ME ONE THING. PROMISE ME THAT CSW WON'T BREAK APART...:(

6.05pm

More about me - 31 July 2008

2008-07-31T19:15:00.000+08:00

Ok, to THAT person...
This is what-so-called 'the most perfect' place where you can know the real me...
This is where you know what kind of person i am...
So, before you wanna judge about me, read my blog first...
You may always see me laughing, smiling, shouting crazily and all but do you know why i do all that...

Now, i will explain why...
1)It's because i'm trying to forget all my problems for awhile...
2)I don't wanna feel sad 24/7....
3)I don't want people to say i'm emo or what sort ever shit...(i know it's lame but it happened before)

Go on and think that i don't have any problems...
I'm hiding all of my sadness deep deep inside...

Ok, and also this blog is not only about me but also about what's have been happening to me...

For this few weeks, i've been feeling down...

So, if you think this post is nonsense or whatever...
You're totally WRONG...
There's alot of meaning about this post...
Think about it...

7:42pm

2008-07-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

Some of the pics that were picked during the first ndp ne show...

For more pictures, please view my friendster @ mynameisayuu@hotmail.com

Know me better @blogger

2008-07-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

Know me better @blogger

This is the perfect place for those who want to know me better...

By reading all of my entries, you can tell what type of girl i am...

Sometimes i can be an angel, but i also can be a devil...

Majority says that i looked inoccent...

I may be inoccent but not at all times...

Tiring Morning - 27 July 2008

2008-07-27T11:25:00.000+08:00

Tiring Morning

I was planing to wake up late very2 late today...
I'm SOOO tired and lazy...
But my mom woke me up @ 9:15am to help her out with the house chores...
So i woke up lazily and went to bath...
I told her to rest...
Her back were really hurt and i was told to put the rubber hot thingy on her back...
So i did it...
And she told me to wake her up after 1hr...

After all that, i started doing my chores...
After 1hr, i woke her up...
She said she wanted to cook for breakfast...
And now she's cooking and im starving...

So i guest i'm signing off first, go to the kitchen and grab something to eat...
I"M STARVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha...

11:45am

Another NDP training @marina floating platform on 26 July 2008

2008-07-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

Another NDP training @marina floating platform

Just came back from marina floating platform...

Not really tired...I enjoyed myself...
Today's adek Faris bdae...
We sang him a bdae song and kak ain bought him a muffin...
Then put one Big candle in da middle of the cake...hahaha

He wished something that really touched all of us...aww....haha
And then you know what, HE CRIED!!!Aww...
He made me wanna cry...haha

I captured two pictures of him and the cake...
After celebrating for a few minutes, we went back into persisi and waited for further announcements...
We joked around, laughing2, shouting2 n all...haha
Really enjoyed...

It's time to go to the platform...
It was really really DAMN HOT DAY!!!
All of us were complaining just because of the weather...
My eyes were actually hurting very badly...
I felt giddy and almost wanted to faint...haiz
But no matter what, i have to endure...
We have o run here and there...

REALLY2 DAMN HOT DAY!!!Fuh...
Finished at about 6+...
It's the first time ever we finished training @marina platform early...
Haiz, left another one more training and that is the preview - and comes the actual day...
And then after we finished performing on 9 aug, it's a 100% that majority are going to cry...
They even admit it...Even me, myself n i are going to CRY!!!sobsx2...

Hmm...Ok then, it's time to go to bed...
12.01am

Boring Lesson, BOring Day

2008-07-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Boring Lesson, Boring Day

There's not much things happened today. Quite bored.

Went to school at 8.15am. Almost late. Every tuesday, class starts at 8.30am,

due to teacher's meeting. I had 'fried kueh teow' for breakfast.

When i stepped into my class, i got sleepy.

Preventing from getting so sleepy, i read my favourite novel,

'Ayat-ayat cinta'. I bought it at Tanjung Pinang for 35,000 rupiah.

Enormously great novel. Love it so much.

People always come to me and ask 'asl tk g tngk je crite tu, ko da tngk lom crite tu?'

Hey people that thinking of asking me that question,

please!i've watched the movie and i cried.Happy?!Haiz...

The movie was so touching.

First movie that really touched my heart.

The movie was based on the novel. I read the book until

the stage where Fahri and Aishah are getting married.

Back to the story, today's class were so boring.

Math - do revision. Mother tongue - read aloud and talking about olympic

and Adolf Hitler.

EOA - do some work, dp speed typing test and quietly i surf the

net without my teacher noticing...Naughty me..i know.

As per normal, check friendster, hotmail and blogger.

English - GOD!! So bloody BORING!!

Our english teacher was like so bloody boring.

She was going through our homework and the whole class

were like doing our own things, some of us slept and the rest

were chit chatting.

Our english teacher got fedup and walked out of the class.

All of us were so happy.

So busted i know.haha...

What do you expect..?boring lesson...!!

i'll stop here...i wanna watch kungfu panda..

hush, it's pirated cd!!!ok, lame...i know...

6:43pm

NDP Rehearsal on 19 July 2008 @marina platform

2008-07-20T13:42:00.000+08:00

NDP - Ne show for pri 5 @ marina platform

last ndp rehearsal on 19 July 2008 was da most kecoh NDP rehearsal ever!!! its my mom's 46 bdae.. she was really happy n im REALLY HAPPY FOR HER...hehehe at first we celebrated her bdae on fri, 18 July at our silat place... den, we celebrated again @persisi...i gave her two present...white rose brooch n black rose ring...tts wat really make her happy...i felt calm if she's happy...i love her more den i love anyone else...haha
duh, she's my mom...wat do u expect...she's my everything...

back to da story...she cried when i gave her da present...she was too happy...den we sang her a bdae song and she blew da cake blah blah blah...hehe
i wish i had a bdae like tt...haiz...i nvr had a chance to blow a cake...bt its ok...as long my my beloved mom n beloved siblings get da chance...as long as they r happy, im happy too...LOVE THEM LOTS LUH SEII...after blowing da cake n stuff, kak fiiezah cut da cake...C.S.W were waiting patiently...hehe...no offence...da cake was nice...it is because, ITS CHOCOLATE...hahaha, lame i noe...

den its time to go to da platform...we took our belongings n went into da bus...on da way there, C.S.W sang Gadis Ayu...me n adek ayu wandira were laughing...nt bcoz of da song...its bcoz they only noe da part "ayu"...and when they sang tt part, they looked at us...haha

@ da S'pore flyer's carpark, we put our things aside and went bck down...they setup a place for old chang kee n we went there to take FOOD...honestly, da lady in da old chang kee van was SO bloody LAME...haha"Ok everyone. 1-2-3, OLD CHANG KEE". she repeated it like about MANY TIMES...!so lame sak...hahaafter getting da FOOD, me n some of C.S.W went back to da carpark...

me, kak fiiezah, my mom, adek ayu wandira, adek nabilah n adek faghirah went to change upto our costume...we were told to change at a toilet outside..so we went to da toilet beside da choirs' holding area to change up...da queue were so long...so, we just changed outside da cubicle bt still inside da toilet ok...and there goes one of those choir being so rude saying tt we want to cut queue..my mom was angry n scolded them dat we r nt going inside da cubicle...and da girl got so scared dat she 'peng' story...saying dat 'if u want to go inside da cubicle, u must queue up'
n my mom told her, 'r we using da cubicle? no rite' lame ppl...haiz

after changing, we have to put on makeup...i only put on pressed powder, brown blush n waterproof liquid eyeliner...i dont like to put on very thick...it is so nt me...after all tt, we went back to da holding area n saw everyone already changed up...we had kfc on dat day...abt 6, we gather n lined up...on da way walking to da platform, theres this one song tt makesme feel like crying...i dont know why...haha...wierd...and it was our turn to perform...we were so hyper...i really enjoyed during da performance....bt i like da grand finale da most...it was raining...i brought my hp along to take pics of da fireworks...really2 beautiful!!!

After our performance(silat ones), we ran out of the platform. Each one took a star.
There's another performance that is grand finale.
We have to dance!!OMG!! But the dance steps are quite ok actually.
Quite fun though. hehe...
So, after taking the stars, my fren(i didn't get ur name sorry) wanted me to accompany her to the toilet.
On the way, a guy stopped us (I forgotten which radio station was it) asked whether we can be interviewed or not. We looked at each other and said sure.
He asked what am i going to do if i have $1,000,000?
I answered stupidly, "I will donate half of the money to the needy ones and half I'll keep
in the bank."HAHAHAHAHA....no offence
i dunnoe what to say that time. So i just blow it out.
Let me ask you, what will you answer if you were questioned like that?
Your brain's blank rite?!hahaha...

After all that, I ran to the toilet, I can't believed that I was lost for awhile!
Then, i've found my fren again...phew!!!
We walked out again to go back to the place we were supposed to stand.

And you know what, on our way back to the road, I saw someone in ARMY uniform.
Very smart, handsome, tall and cool. The guy was MUAY MEEN!!!
I didn't recognized him at first.
He had a very wide smile. But sad that I didn't get the chance to talk to him.
Because I have to rush back to the road, preparing for grand finale.
When i got back to my place, kak ain pretended to scold me and I pretended to cry...hahaha...
People looked at us, but we didn't "paisey". We were enjoying ourselves.hahaha...

K, I want to shorten the story. It's time for grand finale.
We ran out with the stars. At first we haveto switch it off.
When it comes to the wave, then we switch on the lights accordingly.
After all that, we have to dance. Then finish!!
Watched the fireworks!So BEAUTIFUL!!
Everything's over. Me and kak fiiezah went to the toilet.
After doing business and blah blah blah, we went back to the ramp.
On the way, we saw HADI MIRZA LUH SEIII!!!i know you are saying "jakon nyer dier ni, mcm
tk pernah nmpk org."
We were like 'huh?!'
after he walked pass us, we laughed and cair luh seii...!
But be jealous...hahaha...ok lame...

Both of us were so kecoh telling my mom about it and everything...haha...so kecoh..!!
Then, it was our turn to watch the video that all of us performed. It was nice.
Me and some of C.S.W and some new friends took pics.
I untie my beltad turn it into a tie. How cool is that...haha...lame

After watching the video at the big screen, we all return the stars.
We went back to the carpark. Very hyper luh sei...
Changed up and go home! Really really memorable day/night ever!!
So many things happened just in one night...Aww...I won't forget it...

2:48pm